The Loving Choice

John Blanchard stood up from the bench, straightened his Army uniform, and studied the crowd of people making their way through Grand Central Station. He looked for the girl whose heart he knew, but whose face he didn’t–the girl with the rose. His interest in her began thirteen months before in a Florida library.

Taking a book off the shelf he found himself intrigued, not with the words of the book, but with the notes penciled in the margin. The soft handwriting reflected a thoughtful soul and insightful mind. In the front of the book, he discovered the previous owner’s name, Miss Hollis Maynell. With time and effort he located her address. She lived in New York City. He wrote her a letter introducing himself and inviting her to correspond. The next day he was shipped overseas for service in World War II.

During the next year and one month, the two grew to know each other through the mail. Each letter was a seed falling on a fertile heart. A romance was budding. Blanchard requested a photograph, but she refused. She felt that if he really cared, it wouldn’t matter what she looked like. When the day finally came for him to return from Europe, they scheduled their first meeting–7 pm at the Grand Central Station in New York.

“You’ll recognize me,” she wrote, “by the red rose I’ll be wearing on my lapel.”

So at 7:00 he was in the station looking for a girl whose heart he loved, but whose face he’d never seen. I’ll let Mr. Blanchard tell you what happened:

A young woman was coming toward me, her figure long and slim. Her blonde hair lay back in curls from her delicate ears; her eyes were blue as flowers. Her lips and chin had a gentle firmness, and in her pale green suit, she was like springtime come alive. I started toward her, entirely forgetting to notice that she was not wearing a rose. As I moved, a small, provocative smile curved her lips.

“Going my way, sailor?” she murmured.

Almost uncontrollably I made one step closer to her, and then I saw Hollis Maynell. She was standing almost directly behind the girl. A woman well past 40, she had graying hair tucked under a worn hat. She was more than plump, her thick-ankled feet thrust into low-heeled shoes. The girl in the green suit was walking quickly away. I felt as though I was split in two, so keen was my desire to follow her, and yet so deep was my longing for the woman whose spirit had truly companioned me and upheld my own. And there she stood. Her pale, plump face was gentle and sensible, her gray eyes had a warm and kindly twinkle. I did not hesitate. My fingers gripped the small worn blue leather copy of the book that was to identify me to her. This would not be love, but it would be something precious, something perhaps even better than love, a friendship for which I had been and must ever be grateful.

I squared my shoulders and saluted and held out the book to the woman, even though while I spoke I felt choked by the bitterness of my disappointment.

“I’m Lieutenant John Blanchard, and you must be Miss Maynell. I am so glad you could meet me; may I take you to dinner?” The woman’s face broadened into a tolerant smile.

“I don’t know what this is about, son,” she answered, “but the young lady in the green suit who just went by, she begged me to wear this rose on my coat. And she said if you were to ask me out to dinner, I should tell you that she is waiting for you in the big restaurant across the street. She said it was some kind of test!”

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Understanding Life

I saw a Facebook Post from Smile at Me about a saying attributed to Buddha that I’m going to paraphrase:

‘When one likes a flower they may pick it. When one loves a flower, they let it grow and water it. One who knows the difference between like and love understands life.’

With  love,

Russ

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“Do You Reach for it When it’s Not There?”

My blogging friend Diana at Talk to Diana ended a recent post… https://talktodiana.wordpress.com/2015/08/16/i-dont-know-what-time-it-is/#comment-16458 

…with the question, “Do you reach for it when it’s not there?”

I believe it’s a profound question that covers many things. Yes, sadly I have, and all the desperate grasping for it in the world wouldn’t enable me to have it. It’s only when I let go and thought of other things that I was surprised by receiving what I’d needed all along, but often in a package or way that was quite different than I’d expected or thought I’d needed.

Thank you for the thought-inducing post, Diana.

With Love,

Russ

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“Scars Are Only Ugly to People Who Can’t See”

Wisdom from an “old man.”

Love and Grieving

With Love,

Russ

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I just received an email announcing that my story Afterglow has been accepted for inclusion into a Halloween-themed anthology. I’ve just sent a rough draft of the story to an editor, but you can read it in its present form at Imaginings of a Grateful Man 

http://imaginingsofagratefulman.com

With Love,

Russ

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The Way Out is Often Through

In my last post I mentioned some things I want to expand a bit on.
I believe that attempts to quickly end suffering (or just go numb for a while because the pain is so bad) often leads to addictions and temporary solutions, both of which only lead to prolonging suffering. I find it interesting that whether talking about pain, fear, grief, shame, or other growth areas, the way out is often through.
And the “knowing” I alluded to in my earlier post, is the knowing much more about myself, the confidence that comes from knowing I have the proven ability to survive such experiences and emerge stronger on the other side, and the knowing as to how much better life is once I’ve made it to the other side of the growth experience. 
I love the imagery and message of a saying I keep close to my heart, that paraphrased goes something like: “We’re here to help walk each other home.”  Thank you for being there for me on my long–yet also ever-so-short–walk home. May you experience the gifts from me that I’ve received from you along the way. 
With Love,
Russ
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Embrace The World Like A Lover

After living a life full of fear I began to take the first awkward steps toward embracing the world as a lover a few years ago. It has not always been fun, but I’ve never been happier or felt more alive and fulfilled. As I’ve courted doubt and darkness, I’ve often felt their lingering stings, but the confidence, knowing, light and warmth I’ve experienced by doing so has made the great adventure so worthwhile. My biggest regret is that I waited so long. I’m grateful and blessed, however, that I didn’t wait so long that I missed the experience altogether, for that would have been the greatest tragedy of all.

With Love,
Russ

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It cost so much to be a full human being that there are very few who have the enlightenment, or the courage, to pay the price….  One has to abandon altogether the search for security, and reach out to the risk of living with both arms.  One has to embrace the world like a lover, and yet demand no easy return of love.  One has to accept pain as a condition of existence.  One has to court doubt and darkness as the cost of knowing.  One needs a will stubborn in conflict, but apt always to the total acceptance of every consequence of living and dying.
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Attention People Who Love to Help Create Children’s Books!

I’m an author of several self-published children’s books. I have far more additional stories and ideas for additional books than I have the financial resources to self-publish them in a timely fashion. Self-publishing has become quite an expensive undertaking for me and I’m now on a fairly strict budget. (When I wasn’t, the costs were becoming nearly as large as my California Bay Area mortgage payment!)

I figure there are plenty of other writers and other creative types who may be in a similar situation. Perhaps together we can come up with solutions and models that will enable all of us to do more of what we love, with some earning more money to fund their own projects, and others working together on projects to save money. I love to write and to work with talented, reliable, honest, and fun creative people to develop ideas into books that will delight youngsters and those who are young at heart. I especially love to create books that are fun for adults to read to children for the umpteenth time. (Parents and perhaps grandparents of young children likely know what I mean about reading the same beloved books for children so often that the children memorize them and can “read” along.)

I’ve been blessed with three children (now all adults) and three grandchildren aged between two and three years old.

I seek creative solutions, suggestions, and alternatives for nearly all aspects of my present model. I write but couldn’t illustrate myself out of a paper bag. I have a wonderful illustrator but the cost of illustrations are by far my biggest self-publishing expense. I’d love to find talented illustrators who want to create children’s books of their own but struggle with writing compelling stories, or who those who both write and illustrate but would love to earn extra money illustrating  children’s books for others to earn extra money for their own projects, or would like to experiment with co-writing in a way that perhaps accomplishes some of each.

I also seek similar situations for those who do interior layout, editing, and perhaps cover design. All my books to date were self-published using Createspace. I’m open to printer alternatives, but ideally seek someone who has used Createspace for multiple children’s book projects.

I believe I’ve earned royalties for every month since my first children’s book was published about two or three years ago. I haven’t earned anywhere near enough to quit my day job and in truth that is far from my primary objective (as I love what I do for a living and plan to never retire from doing it.) My primary goal as a writer is to keep having fun and enjoying doing it while working with others who have similar, and perhaps complementary creative passions.

To give to you an opportunity to see the books I’ve published to date, they can all be found on Amazon by typing “Russ Towne” in the search field. If any of this sounds potentially interesting to you, or if you know someone for whom it might, I’d love to hear from you, or them. Please contact me via email at russtowne (at) yahoo.com. (I write it that way to minimize spam but please use the “@” symbol without parentheses, quotation marks, and without the spaces before and after the “@” symbol. You can probably also look up my email address via WordPress.)

I’m looking for Win/Win situations, mindsets, and attitudes and am not the type who wants something for nothing. I’m also happy to consider bartering Beta Reader, or story idea or flow services. I look forward to hearing from you!

With Love (for I believe anything not done with love is a wasted opportunity),

Russ Towne

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Nature’s Spectacle

Mother Nature is showing off tonight as she treats us to a very rare spectacle for our part of California: A large thunder and lightning storm. It was so unexpected that I was outside watering in the dark at about 9 PM (we do that to conserve water while trying to keep the remaining plants on our property alive after a four-year drought). Then moisture pierced the night from above. Gentle tickles at first. Then larger, more insistent taps. When I still didn’t take the hint. Mother Nature lost her patience and sent thunder and lightning to get my attention. She didn’t hold back either. Both barrels. It worked. I shut off the water and went inside.

I’m now sitting under the cover of an unenclosed patio typing away as the sound and light, and the gentle strum of the rain on on the roof above, rain remind me how wonderful it is to be alive.

With Love,

Russ

 

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I Think This Idea Is Very Cool

 

Life-saving Technology or https://www.youtube.com/embed/ZetSRWchM4w?rel=0

I think this idea is very cool and will save a lot of lives. I hope the idea is eventually used everywhere.

With Love,

Russ

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